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i hate this. my life is equivalent to a piece of shit. my parents.. getting divorced... my brother.... my dad... my family.. everything is the worst that it could be. i need a friend that can actually help me and understand me. any friends i have i love so much, but no one seems like they understand what im going through. i hide it when im around people. i feel anger building up in me. and since i live with just my mom i always let it out on her. and i just noticed that. i feel so fucking guilty of doing that. when it happened i used to think she was the generator of it. but she isnt. its all the shit going on in my family. my mom has done so much for me in my life. and i treat her like a worthless piece of shit. and i feel so sorry and i dont know what to do to repay all the stuff ive said to her. i need someone to help me. im prolly gonna start seeing someone to talk to about shit.
aghhhh i HATE this.
aghhhh i HATE this.