sameness
So I'm in a meeting tonight and someone says it is a life or death decision, which made me close my eyes and then what flashed through my mind was "Ya it is" but when I opened my eyes I thought this could be me in 20 years. The same old Lindsay Rucker, changed in no way at all, wondering who I am and what I'm doing here sitting in a meeting FUCKED. NOT DEAD. That could be life. I just love it when things like that flash into reality because I really did feel like i was that woman for 1 second. Aside from that moment of awareness I had a lovely day I cut all my hair off died it black and got my monroe done again. And my mom has been bitching for the past half hour so now I have no idea what i was really going to write about but hopefully i will sleep tonight.