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I try and I try not to despise you. So I give in to you, and hope you'll seem like the mother I thought u were. But the thoughts in my head wont subside. I love you, but it'll never be normal again now that the memories aren't as faded.
I can't hate myself for the things I didn't cause. And only regret those that I did. So what is the whirlwind in my head for?
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No more questions in my head, asking why
Contempt inside, all the things you did
An aversion to life can no longer cover the pain
The tears keep falling even after the blood dries on the edge of this.
The emptiness here, is something I wont miss
I can't hate myself for the things I didn't cause. And only regret those that I did. So what is the whirlwind in my head for?
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No more questions in my head, asking why
Contempt inside, all the things you did
An aversion to life can no longer cover the pain
The tears keep falling even after the blood dries on the edge of this.
The emptiness here, is something I wont miss