From The Window To The Wall...
...senior ball was last night...and carried onto this morning, in the wee hours. While all the little children were in their beds sleeping, I was out drinking. Way too fast. Drinking not because I wanted to, but because I felt like I needed to. I didn't want to go to senior ball, but I shut my mouth and put on my dress...I smiled for all the pictures and danced to most songs.
//travis wasn't there.
i kept looking but he didnt come.
yesterday was his birthday. he would have been 18. we could have all celebrated his birthday at the dance. together being retarded, but we didnt. they played a blink182 song for him.
i cried. it ruined my night, just like i knew it would.
Im sorry travis, but last night was for you...i miss you so much.
I love you
happy birthday you sheet fuck.
ps. i love you anthony but lets not get drunk together again.
//travis wasn't there.
i kept looking but he didnt come.
yesterday was his birthday. he would have been 18. we could have all celebrated his birthday at the dance. together being retarded, but we didnt. they played a blink182 song for him.
i cried. it ruined my night, just like i knew it would.
Im sorry travis, but last night was for you...i miss you so much.
I love you
happy birthday you sheet fuck.
ps. i love you anthony but lets not get drunk together again.