It's On The Tip Of My Tongue...And Never Goes Away
LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD
...another fallen soldier
and im so unhappy everywhere i go. Valentines day still sucks. The whole thing sucked...except for getting flowers at work. that was great...but then the rest just really sucked out loud. Today i went to work for awhile and remained pretty quiet. then after work i got to spend some quality time with the one person who will never let me down...someone who understand everything...and someone who doesnt usually complain...YEAH IT WAS WITH MYSELF. sometimes i just go out and wander all on my own. today i went to tower records and target. i bought 2 cds...anatomy of a ghost and pedro the lion. I havent listened to anatomy but pedro is very good. Kate said it was the epitome of emo...and it certainly does live up to its title. I bought micheala a card and plan on buying her a stuffed animal to make her smile. she is going to through a very rough time right now...and i feel bad cause i never really know what to say. **Sigh** my whole valentines day...i thought about travis. i miss him very very much and want him to come back now. SO to everyone who couldnt figure out why i was so upset and or moody..its cause im just now dealing with travis's death...and no im not sure why.
It's up hill
both ways,
tomorrow I swear
I won't act this way.
And I know it seems like
that is what I always say.
But it does not matter to me although it seems like it should.
It's because I know I'm understood when I hear Him say
"Rest in me and dry all your tears, you can lay down your armor and have no fear cause I'm always here when your tired of running, cause I'm all the strength that you need."
...another fallen soldier
and im so unhappy everywhere i go. Valentines day still sucks. The whole thing sucked...except for getting flowers at work. that was great...but then the rest just really sucked out loud. Today i went to work for awhile and remained pretty quiet. then after work i got to spend some quality time with the one person who will never let me down...someone who understand everything...and someone who doesnt usually complain...YEAH IT WAS WITH MYSELF. sometimes i just go out and wander all on my own. today i went to tower records and target. i bought 2 cds...anatomy of a ghost and pedro the lion. I havent listened to anatomy but pedro is very good. Kate said it was the epitome of emo...and it certainly does live up to its title. I bought micheala a card and plan on buying her a stuffed animal to make her smile. she is going to through a very rough time right now...and i feel bad cause i never really know what to say. **Sigh** my whole valentines day...i thought about travis. i miss him very very much and want him to come back now. SO to everyone who couldnt figure out why i was so upset and or moody..its cause im just now dealing with travis's death...and no im not sure why.
It's up hill
both ways,
tomorrow I swear
I won't act this way.
And I know it seems like
that is what I always say.
But it does not matter to me although it seems like it should.
It's because I know I'm understood when I hear Him say
"Rest in me and dry all your tears, you can lay down your armor and have no fear cause I'm always here when your tired of running, cause I'm all the strength that you need."