I Just Wanna Get Your Fucking Voice Out Of My Head
So today was an okay day. Didn't do much. Worked, had dinner with kristie, then she wanted to call Richard. At first I didnt want to and i was relieved when he didnt answer. THEN she called back a second time and he did answer. She was telling him that she wanted to hang out and all this other stuff...i knew that he would make up an excuse not to. Its like him. Then when he made his excuse...im going to take a shower and eat dinner...kristie made me realize that richard and my's friendship is one sided. I put in and get nothing back. I GO OUT OF MY WAY to be sooo nice to him. I dont understand him...and i dont know why i even put up with it all. Here I am excepting just a little bit too much from him...
she says to write him a note...give him some time to think about it all.
i tell her he wont care cause i know he wont.
he lets NO ONE in...
it took me almost a whole year to get him to even say hi to me.
he HAS NO LIFE...he works 6 days a week for almost full days and then goes home to "relax".
im surprised he has friends...why do i even bother...i DO have friends...
i guess it was too much to ask for him to be one of them.
dear|god|
why does richard treat me like this?
dear|richard|
It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, can't stop.
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.
she says to write him a note...give him some time to think about it all.
i tell her he wont care cause i know he wont.
he lets NO ONE in...
it took me almost a whole year to get him to even say hi to me.
he HAS NO LIFE...he works 6 days a week for almost full days and then goes home to "relax".
im surprised he has friends...why do i even bother...i DO have friends...
i guess it was too much to ask for him to be one of them.
dear|god|
why does richard treat me like this?
dear|richard|
It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, can't stop.
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.