WOW ITS BEEN SO LONG
So hmmm.... okay alot has happened me and Dave are no longer together and it didnt last very long at all like a month. haha but then me and ryan got togther right after that. We ened up living together. It was th biggest mistake of my life. Getting yelled at for everything because he had a bad day and was trashed on whatever drug he chose to take that night wheaher it was achocl again or coke. It got so bad to the ponit where he would call me and dumb bitch and hit me. It was the most hardest yet learning full expericne i have ever had. He went to rehab and i just found out he checked himself out after two weeks. Its so hard because i care about the Ryan i really know is down in there somewhere. I know what a great guy he can really be and it hurts sooooo bad knowing he choses to be the other way. Anyways on a better note some guy asked me if he started a buisness that i wanted to be one of his girls and he could be my pimp. haha i was like YOU LOSER GO AWAY. haha never talked to him again. I might i prob. will be in huslter one day soon. i am working on it now and hmmm what else. i got a rasie at work from 8.50 to 10.00 YAY! oh i moved back home for the time being i owe my parents like 700 $$ then i am saving for my own car and trips to cali. i want to move back but now i am not so sure. if i can visit alot that would be rad. I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS AND I HAVE AN OLD BUT NEW SERECT CRUSH.. hah what am i 5? TODAY guess what i am doing so this ex pro big wave surfer is like realllllly good friends with my dad now. and he wants to teach me how to do toe in waves. I am so scared but its going to awesome i know it!