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well i am not moving back anymore! Its werid how when you get all stoked on moving back or all happy about anything you world just changes. No its not because Zach. I would never stop myself from doing what i really want to because of a guy. Everything has been so great for me out here lately! and i can leave it. Then theres so much drama back in cali. i am starting over out here! i love it out here now! i know i say i hate it but last night when i laid in bed last night all i could think about was the good times here. It was soooo hard to meet people but when you do how can u leave! I am sad bc i really wanted to go back. I mean FUCK i bought my plane ticket and everything but i cannot do something i will regret. My life is here now.