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well i hope this weekend can go ok, i hope i figure out why things are the way they are now? i hate keeping all of this in, but whats to tell ?? my hands shake everytime now and my heat beats slower ? this doesnt make sense nothing does but then this all changes ?............. i hate not knowing anything , and i hate taking the fall for mistakes you made and are making and i go along with it always ..... even with anyone i laugh because crying washes away my untouched makeup , smering lip gloss what a waste to put on anymore .... its only good for eating ........if being jealous means being mean your the devil ?? what the hell how come when its being jealous its makes people more mean you would think you would try and make everything 10 timess better by trying to be there when all i do is wait ... when will waiting stop feeling like forever ok well i have no idea what this means ????????