Aug 26, 2005 23:03
this was, no doubt, the shortest summer every. it was always full of: work, work, work! this summer was great when it comes down to money because i've actually managed to save some, but sucked in lots of ways as well. i guess all i can hope for now is new york, because that would make things so much better.
my birthday's in less than two months. i'll be twenty. and i have accomplimplished absolutely nothing. besides a couple things anyway. but, i have made up my mind, and i know that i will succeed. i will not be told otherwise.
things are good. things are very bad. i'm tired, and hot, thirsty, and waiting for a call. stupid call. stupid me.
i made myself sick last night, and today i thought i was going pass out at work. i'm hurting myself; i know and i don't care. i hate my ego for thinking i can survive by depending solely on myself. silly me.
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'night children.