How addiction hits so quick, these bad habits are hard to quit.
This week has really sucked for me.
But in a weird way it's helped me realize a lot of things.
From Sunday- Tuesday I couldn't eat because on Tuesday I had to go to Fairfax Hospital and get put to sleep and have tests and stuff ran on me.
And before they put me to sleep I had to answer some questions about my habits and lifestyle and stuff like that because it could effect the way the anesthesia reacted on my body.
So that began my whole though process about re-evaluating my decisions.
But ever since Thursday after I did something stupid, my throat has been killing me.
So I've been sick ever since then.
And it sucks cause it's one of those crappy kind of sicks where you just feel like pure DEATH and everything hurts and everything's sore.
So all this week I haven't been at school.
Which would be okay if I actually went everyday.
But the week before this I only went in on Thursday and Friday because a lot of things happened the weekend of my birthday.
So from here on out, I am making a promise to myself to stop this little bullshit "I-hate-highschool" phase and suck it up and get this last year & half over and done with.
But in a weird way it's helped me realize a lot of things.
From Sunday- Tuesday I couldn't eat because on Tuesday I had to go to Fairfax Hospital and get put to sleep and have tests and stuff ran on me.
And before they put me to sleep I had to answer some questions about my habits and lifestyle and stuff like that because it could effect the way the anesthesia reacted on my body.
So that began my whole though process about re-evaluating my decisions.
But ever since Thursday after I did something stupid, my throat has been killing me.
So I've been sick ever since then.
And it sucks cause it's one of those crappy kind of sicks where you just feel like pure DEATH and everything hurts and everything's sore.
So all this week I haven't been at school.
Which would be okay if I actually went everyday.
But the week before this I only went in on Thursday and Friday because a lot of things happened the weekend of my birthday.
So from here on out, I am making a promise to myself to stop this little bullshit "I-hate-highschool" phase and suck it up and get this last year & half over and done with.