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It's so hot outside that if I smoke I can't feel it until I've inhaled too much. My skin's too coarse, and my hair's not dark enough to be beautiful. A friend has been prescribed sleeping pills. He joked that he could plan to sleep for a whole designated week. And I thought yea. I would do that. I don't want to wake up thinking of you anymore. Because it's blinding and sore.