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[chokeonmusic]

There are mosquito bites all along my fingers. I want to knaw on my insides like I am with my knuckles. It's that threshold between pain and pleasure and it's the only kind I'm getting.

I'm so sorry for being the way I am. And for wanting anything. My lack of self worth is as ugly as my neediness. I can't believe I'm back here.