I dont wanna waste another moment in saying things we never meant to say..

[chokeonfinjello]

I'm really starting to not like this. At first it was fun, the whole lets mess around and it'll be our secret. I never expected to like him. I really wish I didnt. Now I cant even look at him without wanting to hug him or kiss him. It fucking sucks not being able to. It would be so much easier to forget about it if he didnt like me. I thought that I might actually have a chance. Now, I'm having doubts. It doesnt help when some people are like yeah you dont have a chance, theres no way he's going to dump her for you. And then others are like you so have a chance with him if you just be agressive. Well I'm not agressive. I dont want to be the one that makes the moves. I'm not sure if I should just let it all go and forget about him. Or just kept on letting him know I still like him and hope he breaks up with her. I dont want to give up. Ugh this is fucking frustrating!

I'm getting tired of being single...

I'm done now. I dont know what else to say

Ambs