I lay in space choked by my own air. I love the taste of your blackened lips...
I just home from work. It wasnt too bad I guess. Its really nice outside and makes me wanna go do something. I walked outside today and it really reminded me of Ohio. I dont know it felt weird. It also reminded me of the summer which made me happy. So happy.
Wow it seems like everyones doing something today. And here I am... with nothing to do. Kinda sad but its ok. I dont mind being alone today. I only hate being alone when I'm sad. I dont think theres been one day this week I've been sad. Amazing. I'm proud of myself. I mean I had moments, but they didnt last long. I got over the things that were making me sad. It was stupid, just freaking stupid for me to feel the way I was. Yesterday I saw hott boy. Oh my god so hott.
My feet hurt for some reason. I wish someone was on to talk to. But no ones on. Hmm I wonder where everyone is.
So tomorrow is the superbowl. I work until 6. Which sucks. But its better than sitting on my ass all day. I used to be into football and actually watch it. Now I cant stand it. Well I can. I just dont like watching it anymore. I dont think anythings going on tomorrow. In Ohio, we always used to have parties or would go to my aunts. But now we do nothing.
13 days until the concert. And 17 days until my birthday. I'm not really excited for it. My birthday that is. More like scared, I guess you could say. Its weird. I remember when I was younger I couldnt wait until my bday. Like everyone would make a big deal out of it. It would take the WHOLE month until I figured out something I wanted to go for my birthday. Now I dont even know if I'm gonna have a party. I dont like being hostess. But I'll prolly have a few people over the 19th. Because I requested the whole weekend off. So yeah. If you wanna come just tell me.
I think I'm done now. Nothing else I can talk about. So I'm out
Amber
Wow it seems like everyones doing something today. And here I am... with nothing to do. Kinda sad but its ok. I dont mind being alone today. I only hate being alone when I'm sad. I dont think theres been one day this week I've been sad. Amazing. I'm proud of myself. I mean I had moments, but they didnt last long. I got over the things that were making me sad. It was stupid, just freaking stupid for me to feel the way I was. Yesterday I saw hott boy. Oh my god so hott.
My feet hurt for some reason. I wish someone was on to talk to. But no ones on. Hmm I wonder where everyone is.
So tomorrow is the superbowl. I work until 6. Which sucks. But its better than sitting on my ass all day. I used to be into football and actually watch it. Now I cant stand it. Well I can. I just dont like watching it anymore. I dont think anythings going on tomorrow. In Ohio, we always used to have parties or would go to my aunts. But now we do nothing.
13 days until the concert. And 17 days until my birthday. I'm not really excited for it. My birthday that is. More like scared, I guess you could say. Its weird. I remember when I was younger I couldnt wait until my bday. Like everyone would make a big deal out of it. It would take the WHOLE month until I figured out something I wanted to go for my birthday. Now I dont even know if I'm gonna have a party. I dont like being hostess. But I'll prolly have a few people over the 19th. Because I requested the whole weekend off. So yeah. If you wanna come just tell me.
I think I'm done now. Nothing else I can talk about. So I'm out
Amber