"I know I can't predict the weather but I will run through storms with you."

Aug 09, 2004 16:23

So last night was star gazing at salters point with Paige, Janell, Sarah , Steven, and Heather. There was other people but they either arent important or they were drunk. I Think I probably saw close to 20 shooting stars. Almost every time I'd forget to make a wish. I made a few good ones though.

"When I look at the stars they shine of your eyes. The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight."

It was great seeing you last night. I missed you so much. I can't stand it when we go more than a day with out seeing eachother. It's just not right. SO DONT EVER LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN! :).  It's weird that we've only been hanging out for like 6 or 7 months. I still feel like ive known you for a lifetime. No matter what happends I'll always be here for you so don't go thinkin other wise. You know I'll always love you. So if something is ever bothering you again just tell me. It seems like every time we just open up to each other we get closer. I LOVE YOU PAIGE.

I love music. Sometimes its the only thing I feel like I can relate to. It always says the things I wish I could.

So saturay was my last night for drinking and smoking. Me and Mat made a pact that we wouldnt do either anymore after saturday. So I got plenty drunk. All that kind of stuff was just getting boring anyways.

"I know it's not a party when it happends every night."

I've come to realize I have been living to much in the past lately. I don't need to be looking back at everything thats already happend. I just need to look ahead and let life take its course. This is my last year of high school coming up and I need to make the most of it. I need to hang out with the people that matter the most as much as I can. Think about how many people are gonna be going seperate ways. I can't help but think how many people wont remember me by the time we have our first high school reunion. Before I graduate I want to meet every single person at school. I don't want hard feelings with the people I already know either.

"You told me you can't wait to see me and then you didn't bother to even show up. This whole situation is incredibly typical, I should have seen it all along. It's girls like you that make my think I'm better off at home on a Saturday night with all my doors locked up tight. I won't be thinking about you baby. Forget everything you think you know about me. You call me on the phone, and you don't even want to talk. You're staring at me from across the room then turn your back when I walk up. We got inches away, and I never even got close. So leave your lipstick at home. Don't pick up the phone. Don't bother to look in my direction. I should have seen it all along."
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