gahhh!
went shopping with my mom today.. for Father's Day tomorrow. went to Target, ate at Jack in the Box, and went to Barnes and Noble.. i loveeee that store. i got a dreams book, quite interesting.
afterwards.. my mom dropped me off at Michaela's, and me, her and Andrew were headed off to Pizza Hut, got some free drinks and free cinnasticks.. then went to Desert Ridge, where we played with toys in the toy store.. and stayed in Barnes and Noble (different one) for about an hour. and i got a personality book.
we then went to Michaela's house, had a bon fire.. made smores, road her Black Momba, swam, and just had a lot of fun.
now.. i am home. and i am so.. frustrated and i feel.. terrible. like, i am being stabbed a million times and i have no way to stop it. and.. i know who is doing this to me. and i hate it. i hate this. i fucking hate it. i want it all to stop. i want everything that this person is doing to me to go away. and i want things to be all better. 'cus i loved it when things weren't like this.
i can't beileve this anymore.
it's really getting quite pathetic.
maybe i'm the one who's pathetic.
but.. it needs to stop.
afterwards.. my mom dropped me off at Michaela's, and me, her and Andrew were headed off to Pizza Hut, got some free drinks and free cinnasticks.. then went to Desert Ridge, where we played with toys in the toy store.. and stayed in Barnes and Noble (different one) for about an hour. and i got a personality book.
we then went to Michaela's house, had a bon fire.. made smores, road her Black Momba, swam, and just had a lot of fun.
now.. i am home. and i am so.. frustrated and i feel.. terrible. like, i am being stabbed a million times and i have no way to stop it. and.. i know who is doing this to me. and i hate it. i hate this. i fucking hate it. i want it all to stop. i want everything that this person is doing to me to go away. and i want things to be all better. 'cus i loved it when things weren't like this.
i can't beileve this anymore.
it's really getting quite pathetic.
maybe i'm the one who's pathetic.
but.. it needs to stop.