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weeeell. meghan left on saturday morning. i spent friday night with her jess cat my cousins pat marcus jj and joe. i didnt think id be able to cry cause sometimes im emotionless. but i flat out bawled. or however you spell it.
it was one of the hardest things ive ever done... saying good bye to her.
i had cat to get me through it though.
i love me my cat.
but anways... we visited david. who i totally weirded out with my arizona tea hype and my cheerleading that sucked shit.
i had fun though.
i finally met kayla. and daaayyummm. she is cute as hell. i lubb her already.
ive been spending a lot of time with sydney.. and honostly? i couldnt love it more.
we have a lot in common. to the point where it freaks me the hell out. but its uhkay, caus ei love her.
me and syd went to fuddruckers twice yesterday... hahaha. for derek. cause some contest thing? yeah i dont know
but, we decided that this one boy was cute,right? so derek introduced us
aaaannnnddd, elena got the number :].
hah!
me and sydney had a huge cheesecake fight. and we found cheesecake on ourbodies for the rest of the night, it was sort of amusing and disgusting at the same time.
today i got some new face wash. and ive washed my face like every hour. disgusting i knooowww
but, i got to hang out with ari again today :]. it had been a while... we went to his house and made some brownies with matt and tara. and watched this crazy ass movie baseketball or however you spell it. :)
but. i feel sick. like i dont know what kind of sick... almost like anxiety? and it makes me sick to my stomach. i dont like it at all.. maybe if i sleep on it. i dont know... maybe im empty?
its wierd not hanging otu with meghan.
its weird not talking to her everyday.
i miss her and love her
and i hope she sees this!
enough.<3
today=good day.