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May I mention, last night it was the strangest thing seeing you two and not really talking to ya'll.
(Gordon and Chris)
I mean at least Gordon and I said hello and hugged... but really it was wierd.
So I spent most of last night wanting to forget about this mindless thing called caring, and then the rest of the night explaining myself. basically the whole day was something like this... ---^---V
yeah something to that extent.
oh well. The point is, I miss ya'll. I want to talk to ya'll and be best friends again, AND YES I KNOW IVE BEEN A COMPLETE BITCH, but it also had logic and reason for why I acted the way i did. Maybe i figured you could read mymind and find out why i'm mad, but ya'll cant.
anyway
<3
sorry
♥
[ I spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out- the jokes on you
he is salt- you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you
into the worst situations
i'm the kind of kid
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat
your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
because i know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats
where you shouldn't dare sleep
I'll teach you a lesson
for keeping secrets from me]
(Gordon and Chris)
I mean at least Gordon and I said hello and hugged... but really it was wierd.
So I spent most of last night wanting to forget about this mindless thing called caring, and then the rest of the night explaining myself. basically the whole day was something like this... ---^---V
yeah something to that extent.
oh well. The point is, I miss ya'll. I want to talk to ya'll and be best friends again, AND YES I KNOW IVE BEEN A COMPLETE BITCH, but it also had logic and reason for why I acted the way i did. Maybe i figured you could read mymind and find out why i'm mad, but ya'll cant.
anyway
<3
sorry
♥
[ I spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out- the jokes on you
he is salt- you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you
into the worst situations
i'm the kind of kid
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat
your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
because i know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats
where you shouldn't dare sleep
I'll teach you a lesson
for keeping secrets from me]