ditched
Wow, I was ditched today. We were supposed to go to the movies but didn't because people had other things to do. Don't worry it's ok it really doesn't matter. I guess there's other times. I love it when people don't call you to tell you they are cancelling plans. (sarcasm) Meh, I was so bored... But I'm not gonna bitch and complain to a computer screen, at least not tonight. I'm too tired and bored...
Something so simple, so clear so free
Can infest my mind and take over me
Clasp my lungs between its claws
Making it hard to breathe, as I fall
I fall into an empty lonely pit
Just to realize you never gave a shit
To look in your eyes, that were once a deep shade of blue
Now two thick black holes in their place
I plead to know what has over taken you
To know what’s with that look on your face
...yes, I get very very bored. Today I got drunk with Lisa and Chris then Lisa got in trouble for no reason so I had to go home and sit at home and such. It's all good though. Caught up on some thinking time. Thinking sucks. I don't wanna think anymore cause I end up thinking about things that I'd rather not. I'm such a pessimist. I can't think happy. I wanna think happy. Oh well, other's have it worse I guess. I love you Lisa. Don't worry, there's boys out there who will love you cause your so awesome.
I'm off now, must sleep. Tomorrow lets hope I will not have to stay home listening to music sitting on my bed thinking. But if I do, then whatever it's all good. Cause I'm cool...*sigh* byebye
"I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head. Where I would impress you, where every single word I said would come out insightful or brave, or smooth, or charming. And you'd want to call me. And I, would be there every time you need me, I'd be there every time..."
Something so simple, so clear so free
Can infest my mind and take over me
Clasp my lungs between its claws
Making it hard to breathe, as I fall
I fall into an empty lonely pit
Just to realize you never gave a shit
To look in your eyes, that were once a deep shade of blue
Now two thick black holes in their place
I plead to know what has over taken you
To know what’s with that look on your face
...yes, I get very very bored. Today I got drunk with Lisa and Chris then Lisa got in trouble for no reason so I had to go home and sit at home and such. It's all good though. Caught up on some thinking time. Thinking sucks. I don't wanna think anymore cause I end up thinking about things that I'd rather not. I'm such a pessimist. I can't think happy. I wanna think happy. Oh well, other's have it worse I guess. I love you Lisa. Don't worry, there's boys out there who will love you cause your so awesome.
I'm off now, must sleep. Tomorrow lets hope I will not have to stay home listening to music sitting on my bed thinking. But if I do, then whatever it's all good. Cause I'm cool...*sigh* byebye
"I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head. Where I would impress you, where every single word I said would come out insightful or brave, or smooth, or charming. And you'd want to call me. And I, would be there every time you need me, I'd be there every time..."