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Today wasn't very eventful.
...But it was a very bad day.
Me and Jaime fight like cats and dogs.
it sucks.
I feel wierd about things...
I love him, But I don't know that I am in love with him.
90% of the time we don't even get along.
it makes me sad.
And he tries to make me feel better.
But he dosen't know how confused about things I am.
I want to tell him... but I don't know how.
Alot of my "old feelings" have come back for someone else.
I don't know how to deal with it.
Fuck.
I hate this.
I love Jaime... I really do, but I don't see myself spending much more time with him.
He irratates the fuck outta me... And smothers me to death...
But at the same time I can see he really cares about me and loves me.
But I don't know if I am feeling the same.
I love him and care about him.. but not in the same way.
*sigh*
What to do...
I don't even know anymore.
:(
...But it was a very bad day.
Me and Jaime fight like cats and dogs.
it sucks.
I feel wierd about things...
I love him, But I don't know that I am in love with him.
90% of the time we don't even get along.
it makes me sad.
And he tries to make me feel better.
But he dosen't know how confused about things I am.
I want to tell him... but I don't know how.
Alot of my "old feelings" have come back for someone else.
I don't know how to deal with it.
Fuck.
I hate this.
I love Jaime... I really do, but I don't see myself spending much more time with him.
He irratates the fuck outta me... And smothers me to death...
But at the same time I can see he really cares about me and loves me.
But I don't know if I am feeling the same.
I love him and care about him.. but not in the same way.
*sigh*
What to do...
I don't even know anymore.
:(