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[choke_me_]

well I am in the libary with nick. dustin just left us. hmmmm sad. dustin is a funny kid. he was telling me and nick what travis tells him about our sex life. funny stuff niggas. my whole entir spring break went to shit. my dad called me and told me what a bad daughter I was and made me cry..... and I was stuck at my cousins house with sam drunk as

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[choke_me_]

what the fuck? as far as the vince thing goes... nothing went on between them. and if I knew about anything you would be the first person I told. I couldnt keep that a secret it is fucked up to cheat on the person you love I know how it feels. it hurts so bad. I love travis more than anything. I could never cheat on him. I dont know how you could think me and stephy could just cheat on you guys like you mean nothing to us. the last year with travis has been the best year of my life and I could never throw it away on someone like sam. I am sure steph feels the same way about you too. NOTHING HAPPEND BETWEEN ME AND SAM OR STEPH AND VINCE! I would never be able to let sam take advantage of me now. I am not like I used to be. I might have ruind the best relationship I will ever have because of this, but I can just hope one day he will forgive me. I hate that I did this so much. I dont really care what other people think about this. I dont deserve any pitty. travis will probably dump me or do something like that. and I have noticed that he isnt the same and it makes me want to cry.