Karma.
I don't find myself to typically be a mean person.
Sometimes I am not all that friendly, but never really mean.
But I really wish that I could ruin this persons next year of life.
Maybe two years.
I just want her to feel deep emotional pain.
I want her to feel karma kick her teeth in.
I know this sounds horrible...
I honestly do not care.
She took a 2 1/2 year commitment,
with a 1 1/2 year progress,
and flipped it upside down.
Snaked her way into my life and took my knees out,
all within 8 hours.
I know being the bigger person is shrugging it off,
acting confident, unaffected, and poised,
but I seriously have so much anger and confusion built up
inside of my little heart that I feel like I may burst.
Dumb cunt. Karma is a bitch.
Be just as mad at him.
It's easy to push the blame,
but I know better than to do this at this point.
I am not even as mad as I am severely disappointed.
Disappointed in how he let this happen.
Disappointed that I need to question everything. All over again.
I need a strong drink or something.
Sometimes I am not all that friendly, but never really mean.
But I really wish that I could ruin this persons next year of life.
Maybe two years.
I just want her to feel deep emotional pain.
I want her to feel karma kick her teeth in.
I know this sounds horrible...
I honestly do not care.
She took a 2 1/2 year commitment,
with a 1 1/2 year progress,
and flipped it upside down.
Snaked her way into my life and took my knees out,
all within 8 hours.
I know being the bigger person is shrugging it off,
acting confident, unaffected, and poised,
but I seriously have so much anger and confusion built up
inside of my little heart that I feel like I may burst.
Dumb cunt. Karma is a bitch.
Be just as mad at him.
It's easy to push the blame,
but I know better than to do this at this point.
I am not even as mad as I am severely disappointed.
Disappointed in how he let this happen.
Disappointed that I need to question everything. All over again.
I need a strong drink or something.