its lonely at the top
so lately i havnt had time to stop and breathe. School and soccer are my life, having soccer everyday of the weekend kills me. i was talking to my brother from Atlanta last night and he said how happy he was that everything was going so well for me... and the moment he said that i realized that i didnt even know myslef how things were- i had to be told how my life was going. it sucks not being able to take a step back from everything once in a while when things are going so fast.
i fell like i've lost my bestfriends since school started. i have had zero time to hangout because the couple of hours i may have in the afternoons i take out to be alone so i can stay sane and not lose myself in this. but after i sat and thought about it.. its pretty lonely at the top. things have been going so well for me lately- but besides my mom i feel like i've lost touch with the people who mean the most to me and i've drifted from all the people who i can talk to. i dont really have any one who will just sit and listen to me go off and understand me like i used to.
i fell like i've lost my bestfriends since school started. i have had zero time to hangout because the couple of hours i may have in the afternoons i take out to be alone so i can stay sane and not lose myself in this. but after i sat and thought about it.. its pretty lonely at the top. things have been going so well for me lately- but besides my mom i feel like i've lost touch with the people who mean the most to me and i've drifted from all the people who i can talk to. i dont really have any one who will just sit and listen to me go off and understand me like i used to.