Apr 17, 2007 19:50
Okay, so I'm just gonna let it all out right now.
1.) Gabby-She's driving me insane! She's sooo bipolar ALL THE TIME! It's becoming hard to be her friend. You can't tell her anything because you never know how she'll react. She might be completely understanding, or she might not talk to you for 3 days. It tends to be the later. And she's loud and obnoxious and...Gabby! That's the only way to describe it is being Gabby. She does her Gabby thing and it just bugs the crap out of you sometimes! She's just so Gabby! And she's always touching you!I personally don't like to be touched alot, but she is always touching me! And she always makes us (me, Katie Scott, and Kate) hook arms with her, then she leads us around the hallway! As Katie put it (so correctly)-"We're not her boyfriend!" She shouldn't be hanging on us all the time! Or making Kate and I sing "Hard Hearted Hannah". Thank Goodness she hasn't sang it in a while, but she would make us hook arms with her and walk down the crowded halls singing it at the top of our lungs with her. We would always get the weirdest looks from people! And if you didn't sing it with her, she'd punch you, HARD! SHe's just getting really hard to be around. I'm actually kinda dreading next year. She's not going to college. She thinks she is, but she's not. She's a senior in High school, it's April, and she still hasn't applied to any colleges! All colleges have CLOSED THEIR DOORS for the year! She's not going anywhere next year, which means, she'll be here in Waukesha, with me! I just need to have some space from her, but I'm probably not gonna get it!
2.)Kristina- Another person I need space from. We've grown apart, and she doesn't really get that. Yes we're still friends and all, but we're not BEST friends anymore. And she doesn't understand that. I have 3 classes with her this year. I dedicate all 3rd hour to her. I even enjoy hanging out with her 3rd hour. But she's recently started doing something that bugs the shit out of me. She's learned my patterns(i.e.-what hallways I take from hour to hour) and she'll meet me in them and walk with me for awhile. Usually this is while I'm already walking and talking with somebody else. She'll just come up along next to us and try to strike up a conversation with me while I'm already talking with somebody else. Or she'll just walk with us and listen to the conversation. The time that she does and it most bugs me is between 4th and 5th hours. I ALWAYS walk and talk with Kate. It's the only time I get to walk and talk with her, and now Kristina comes and ruins it. Or in English. I'll try to talk with Jenni P. because that is the ONLY class I have with her, and I don't get to talk with her. Kristina won't let me talk with her! She'll either insert herself into our conversation, or she'll just not allow any conversation at all between Jenni P. and I. And it's getting quite annoying, because now, Jenni P. and I don't talk. Because Kristina won't let us talk during the one hour we have together. I don't know what she wants! I dedicate ALL of 3rd hour to her! And most of 6th hour too! Am I asking too much to have 50 min. to talk with some of my other friends? Mainly the ones I only see ONCE A DAY!?!?!?!
3.)The third and final thing that's really bugging me is that I'm getting senior-itis. And I'm only a junior. I have absolutely NO attention span for my homework. Or I forget it all. I always just want to come home after school and just relax and not worry about school, but I can't, because of all my homework. And my grades are starting to slip, and my parents are getting on my back, but I just can't seem to focus on school. I just want to not do it anymore.
Speaking of tarea, I better get started on mine. I told my mom I couldn't go to MYC tonight because I had soo much(which I do) and I haven't done like any of it. So I better be getting started. P.S.- I feel mucho mejor now that I've just vented.
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