Jan 14, 2007 01:18
It's a good thing I have certain people to keep me sane. :P
Daylon's going to the movies on Sunday with Anna. How easily it is for him to forget me.
OMG.
But it's okay. Because, now that I have something to base the fact that he doesn't want/love me anymore on... I can do what I need to do, and just say fuck im'.
I tore all of the shit he gave me over the past year off of my wall and put it all in a shoe box I had that he gave me full of flowers. I was going to be a bitch and take it all back to him Tuesday. But... I'm actually a way better person than that. I've changed bunches.
Instead of hurting him and taking revenge like I WOULD have wanted to do, I find it a lot easier to take solace in the person I trust more than anything.
It seems like everyday, the more and more I talk to this certain person, the more and more I realize how wonderful this person is. How happy this person makes me. And even though I still love Daylon, and want to be with him, I can live through all of that bullshit, because I have said person to raise me up.
I love you. You know who you are. I love you so much. You have no idea.
In other news, Rob has YET to keep me from laughing my ass off. Our phone conversations are gold:
Rob: Oh SHIT.
Me: What?!?
Rob: Dude.
Me: WHAT?!?!
Rob: You know when you're on a website, and there's a small little icon of a picture, and you click it to make it bigger?
Me: ... Yeah...
Rob: Yeah, well... I thought it was one thing, but it was something else entirely.
Me: What was it?
Rob: A Japanese woman with half of her lingerie taken away so you can see her bottom and top parts. YES, that's how I explain those parts sometimes.
Me: .....
Me: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! You're such a loser! I'm expecting you to at some point say, "Her no-no parts" instead!
:p