Private-Locked from Everyone
So, I gave Kurt his first blowjob. And now al I can think about is how it would feel to get one. And like, yeah, I've imagined it, obviously.
It's one thing to say you're gay and date a boy. It's another thing entirely to actually realize how sexually attracted you are to a boy. It's easy to say that I love Kurt and want to be with him, but it's another thing to admit how sexually attracted to him that I am. And I am.
Seeing him lying naked in my bed, curled in my sheets, smiling up at me with that sleepy smile he gets after he has an orgasm...it's gorgeous. I know he doesn't think about the futrure too much, he has so much more going on right now; but when he does, I really, really hope that I'm in it, and we can have moments like that every day for the rest of our lives.
Wow, this entry was really jumbled. Just like my thoughts right now.
It's one thing to say you're gay and date a boy. It's another thing entirely to actually realize how sexually attracted you are to a boy. It's easy to say that I love Kurt and want to be with him, but it's another thing to admit how sexually attracted to him that I am. And I am.
Seeing him lying naked in my bed, curled in my sheets, smiling up at me with that sleepy smile he gets after he has an orgasm...it's gorgeous. I know he doesn't think about the futrure too much, he has so much more going on right now; but when he does, I really, really hope that I'm in it, and we can have moments like that every day for the rest of our lives.
Wow, this entry was really jumbled. Just like my thoughts right now.