i hate my family
my family is a joke, one of those jokes that someone tells thinking is funny but in reality it definately isn't...the day i move out and get married is the day i vow to never look back...
yesterday was purely evil, my mother's father, sister adn step-mother are all up my ass about finding a job when i am trying my damnedest to find one on my own, i told them to back off i am trying ok well i didn't tell them i was just quiet and i told John how rude i thought they were and then he got up in my mother's face and then my grandfather got all up in jhis face and he was sooo close to back handing me over the fact that i said i didn't want help...then my mother's sister brought me out to get applications anyway, and in the car she told me that i was ungrateful and insensitive because i don't know how much grampy has done for me...and how she has seen everything...and not trying to be a bitch i turned around and said" were you there when my father beat me with a chair, were you there when my mother beat my black and blue for not folding my laundry..were you there when my step-mother threatened to kill me..." of course everuy answer was no so i told her she knows shit about the things i have been through...she told me that i was being ungrateful...what because i have the sense of self to try and find a job myself and have it handed to me on a silver platter....I AM SORRY I DON"T RUN TO MOMMY AND DADDY AS SOON AS SOMETHING GOES WRONG!!! i am going to live my life my way...i don't want friends to stay my friend because they fear me, i don't want my kids to fear me, respect me but not fear me..like i said when i leave i will not be turning around and looking back, my life is a joke, my family is a joke...fuck them all THE SELF CENTERED BASTARDS!!!
Today thought was the last day of schoool...i didn't go i went to john's and did his things and then this afternoon i went to put in all the applications at the wrentham outlets...got a call from target, they set up an interview for wednesday at 10 in the morning and i wanted john to bring me but i am pretty sure it will be Kathy doing it...(kathy is my mom's step-mom) which sucks...umm then i went to my aunt's house and had to talk her out of a crisis her daughter is lazy and they can't afford the house they are living in, which was my grandmother's house and i told her, that she needs to tell her daughter to get up off her ass and get a job to help pay for things...her daughter won't though cuz she thinks she has got some psychological disorder because she cuts herself because she saw it on a movie..then we took her out for chinese cuz she never gets out anymore...and then i left and came home watched tv and here i am...how amazing...
alright everyone have a safe and happy summer...i will be back again soon
yesterday was purely evil, my mother's father, sister adn step-mother are all up my ass about finding a job when i am trying my damnedest to find one on my own, i told them to back off i am trying ok well i didn't tell them i was just quiet and i told John how rude i thought they were and then he got up in my mother's face and then my grandfather got all up in jhis face and he was sooo close to back handing me over the fact that i said i didn't want help...then my mother's sister brought me out to get applications anyway, and in the car she told me that i was ungrateful and insensitive because i don't know how much grampy has done for me...and how she has seen everything...and not trying to be a bitch i turned around and said" were you there when my father beat me with a chair, were you there when my mother beat my black and blue for not folding my laundry..were you there when my step-mother threatened to kill me..." of course everuy answer was no so i told her she knows shit about the things i have been through...she told me that i was being ungrateful...what because i have the sense of self to try and find a job myself and have it handed to me on a silver platter....I AM SORRY I DON"T RUN TO MOMMY AND DADDY AS SOON AS SOMETHING GOES WRONG!!! i am going to live my life my way...i don't want friends to stay my friend because they fear me, i don't want my kids to fear me, respect me but not fear me..like i said when i leave i will not be turning around and looking back, my life is a joke, my family is a joke...fuck them all THE SELF CENTERED BASTARDS!!!
Today thought was the last day of schoool...i didn't go i went to john's and did his things and then this afternoon i went to put in all the applications at the wrentham outlets...got a call from target, they set up an interview for wednesday at 10 in the morning and i wanted john to bring me but i am pretty sure it will be Kathy doing it...(kathy is my mom's step-mom) which sucks...umm then i went to my aunt's house and had to talk her out of a crisis her daughter is lazy and they can't afford the house they are living in, which was my grandmother's house and i told her, that she needs to tell her daughter to get up off her ass and get a job to help pay for things...her daughter won't though cuz she thinks she has got some psychological disorder because she cuts herself because she saw it on a movie..then we took her out for chinese cuz she never gets out anymore...and then i left and came home watched tv and here i am...how amazing...
alright everyone have a safe and happy summer...i will be back again soon