im so drained
as im taking a quick break from studying i realized no matter how much you study now, i wont know tommorrow. So i should stop studying and just go relax but for some odd reason i cant. I get this guilty feeling for not studying and then i get even more scared that im not studying, so therefore i have to study until i go to bed and then tommorrow morning i would have to study some more. i cant wait until tommorrow is over. I dont know even know what im goign to do this weekend bc ive been studying so much for APs that the weekend activites hasnt even clicked in my head. hmm so many options, maybe i should stay home and relax my brain from studying. i didnt even get to see the OC season finale.. on wednesday. ive been studying hardcore for like 6 days straight! so i guess ill watch the OC this weekend but i heard u need tissues for this episode and i get really emotional when i watch sad things so i guess ill have to cry by myself...soudns fun. okay im off to study some more.