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i have come to the conclusion that i miss my sister soo much. Althought i have the best friends that i could ever have and have the best boyfriend, its nothign compared to what i had with my sister. Even though living 16 years with her was fun and at times a bitch, i miss her and all the memories i shared with her. I miss the fights i get into with her every day and night, and i miss all the things i tell her and her telling me eveyrhintg. Even though the invention of cell phones, aim and email are all ways that i can commiunitcate with her, its nothing I MEAN NOTHING compared to seeing the person u love the most in person. I cant stand how i never see her or anything, i mean i saw my big sis every fucking day and for her to leave soo quickly was so unexpected, im depressed and nothing can make me happy bc i miss her too much, and ive been trying to let go and grow up but i dont think i can without her here holding my hand eveyr step of the way, i did for her and it sucks that she cant for me. I want her to come back and stay with me forever bc i miss eveyrhting that i shared with her. i dont know what to do....