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I feel as if my life is goign upside down now. Like before it was great now im just bleh. I guess its just one of those weeks. I mean last week was awsome pawsome! but this week was kinda crappy. Im also really confused with my feeling towards alot of people. And i hate feelign confused becasuse i get so stressed out by them,and everyone tells me not to be and just chill out. Hmm.. il have to try that. But at the same time im glad that im beginnign to realize all my true feelings bc b4 i wasnt able to piece them together. But they are now all coming together. And yesterday was an even more horrible bc i fuckign failed my permit test. Yes, i knwo im an idiot and i felt like one all afternoon yesterday and today...i guess i underestimated that test. So i have to take it next week... So ill either have my permit or ill just be a stupid ass who cant even pass such an easy test. But i cant wait until this weekend..bc its prom and its goign to be soo tight! i get to see all my older harvard westlake buddies! man ive missed them! so i cant wait for that but i got a lot of studying to do this weekend bc i got soooo many tests the next week! and on wednesday im getting fitted for my cheerleading uniforms...dotn understand why we are gettign new ones bc the ones we have are purdy but watever..so thats 525 dollars thats goigntowards cheer..great..my parents will be so happy to pay...