Mar 08, 2007 15:46
I'm sad.
Deeply. My dad put Jinx down a few weeks ago, and I had a couple of hard days, but then I put it out of my mind. Well, it's back. I can't decide if the fact that I hadn't seen him in over a year makes it easier, or harder. I just started a new job where they have two cats, and even though neither look a thing like him, being around cats at all makes me remember.
Not that that's bad. Just hard.
I have never underestimated how important my pets are to me, so I can't say I'm surprised that it hurts this much. I guess it should.
For a while there he was all I had.