What I Plan On Doing + Jay Park vids!!!
Click to viewYep, I can't wait until the movie comes out! :D
Actually, the music video is great with the song and dance, but honestly the parts where the "demon girl" is in kills the video. She needs to act better... and the ghosts behind her make me go "WTF. -____-" The random ending made up for those scenes slightly. The girl needs to be more dangerous and alluring than just looking sexy and hot.
Okay, now the next 2 vids, if you haven't watched, you HAVE to watch this according to order:
Just in case if you haven't gotten the story, I'll explain:
The first video is from the girlfriend's perspective. (Sorry, I don't know Co-Ed or 5DOLLS. >.<) She and Jay are together and they go to school together. It's their senior year in school (meaning their last year) and they are in love with each other (or like). The girlfriend feels insecure once she tries to visit Jay and ends up seeing him take care of another girl who keeps acting weak when she can dance really well. Jay's girlfriend dances a whole different genre than from what Jay and the weak girl are practicing to. At the graduation party, everyone is having a good time, except for the weak girl, who feels pain when seeing Jay with his girlfriend. When Jay starts dancing, the girlfriend is having a great time watching until she sees the weak girl join with him. She ends up leaving out of jealousy and tries to cool down, but ends up bumping into the weak girl in the bathroom. She starts feeling pain and walks around the party until she sees the weak girl again fall into Jay's arms. Jay's girlfriend then gets confronted by Jay and the weak girl, and the weak girl leaves the two of them to talk. Jay's girlfriend finds the lipstick stain on his shirt and suddenly leaves him. Jay is shocked that there is a lipstick stain on his shirt and realizes how he hurt his girlfriend. Ever since then, throughout the school hours, Jay has been trying to talk to his now ex-girlfriend, but she does't want to give him the chance. When he tries to again, the weak girl pulls him to hang out with her. One day, the ex-girlfriend hesitates to try Jay's genre of dance type. But once she walks into the dance room, she accidentally finds Jay practicing. He tries to talk to her once more (when he was dancing, it was as if he didn't have the inspiration) but again the girl ignores him. He smiles a bit and simply gives her his hat before leaving her to her space. Once Jay leaves, his ex-girlfriend stares at his hat and slowly decides to give the new dance type a shot. She practices hard everyday, then one day bumps into the weak girl. The weak girl smiles and sticks out a hand to shake and be friends, but remembering what happened at the party, the ex-girlfriend has no choice but to ignore her because of her broken heart. At the Art Show (or like a talent show), Jay looks around for someone while his ex-girlfriend is getting prepared to do her classic dance routine. She glances at the hat when she gets nervous, and at the last minute changes up her routine to a hip-hop style; wearing Jay's hat. Jay is surprised to see her and starts watching her for a bit. Her dance routine wows the audience and she got a bravo. She runs backstage and bumps into Jay, who surprisingly gives her a bouquet of flowers. She smiles and returns his hat, and they hug, making the rest of the performers happy and want to celebrate. Suddenly, Jay takes a call and his expression goes serious. His now-back-to girlfriend watches him, and he looks at her with a pained expression....
The second video is from the weak girl's perspective of the first video. In the beginning, she walks down the street and sees a complete outfit and jacket that she likes very much. Unfortunately for her, it's really expensive, and she knew in her heart she'll never perform with it. Jay coincidentally sees her oggling at the window, then catches her in time when she falls weak. When the weak girl wakes up, she slowly gets up and out of the hopital room and sees Jay talking to the doctor. The next scene is when the weak girl dances hip-hop; Jay's style. Jay watches her from the door silently and remembers what the doctor told him - the weak girl has acute leukemia and it has been growing, but she's still living on with strength. Out of pity and suddenly liking her as a friend, Jay decides to help her whenever he can. This is why his girlfriend thought hehad been seeing another girl. The weak girl develops a crush on Jay, but realizes he has a girlfriend, so she tries to be just friends. When the graduation party came, the weak girl dressed up and partied with her friends, but still felt pain seeing Jay with his girlfriend. When Jay danced solo, however, she decides to join and they have some fun. She goes to the restroom after a while and sees Jay's girlfriend walking in and halted, seeing her. It was very awkward. Once the weak girl walked down from the stairs, she sees Jay and smiles back at him, but then falls again and Jay catches her. Her lips accidentally press onto his shirt, creating a lipstick stain. During the party, the weak girl was hanging outside with Jay and Jay asks if she's alright, knowing her condition. The girl says she's fine and asks Jay to not tell anyone she has leukemia until after they all graduate. Jay agrees. The next day, she sees how Jay tries to talk to his girlfriend but she keeps pulling away. Another scene is jumped and the weak girl is now shown trying to dance for the art show. Jay sees her again and decides to help her. Together, they end up practicing 24/7 and make up a dance routin with just the two of them. One day, they practice for a bit and Jay gives the weak girl a box. She opens it and cries, seeing the outfit she wanted from the beginning of this second video. Jay feels sad for her watching her cry like this. The two work extra hard on their routine while the weak girl wears her new outfit, and Jay
gets all into it, until the weak girl collapses. Jay freaks out and drives her on his motorbike to the hospital again. During that time, the weak girl speaks to him in her mind about how he knows about her feelings, since it's obvious; even though Jay can't hear her. She decides in her head to stop giving him a hard time. On the day of the art show, however, Jay tries to find her to perform with her, but she never shows up. This time, he watches a bit of his girlfriend's performance while waiting and is impressed. He gives her a bouquet of flowers (which could possibly be for the weak girl or he had been planning to patch up with his girlfriend anyways). Everyone is having a good time until Jay gets a call. After the call, it is assumed that Jay tells his girlfriend why he's been close to the weak girl, because the next scene shows Jay running with his girlfriend catching up. They both find the doctor, but the doctor tells them that the weak girl died. Jay falls on his knees and cries because he never got to perform with her, which has been her longtime dream. Jay's girlfriend now cries along, feeling bad and blaming herself for not thinking about how the weak girl feels, plus not knowing the truth and not trusting Jay earlier. Before she died, the weak girl in her mind thanks Jay for helping her with everything throughout the good and bad times, right to the end of her life.
This made me cry so bad (in my mind). Dammit, I still can't cry! TT.TT WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!
It just goes to show that:
- Trust your boy/girlfriend when he/she tries to explain, and then decide whether or not you still love him/her enough to forgive him/her.
- Everything is not what it seems.
- There are two sides to every story. ALWAYS. Don't forget that.
- Live to the moment everyday; as if it was your last.
Anyways, once this trial ends, I think I'm going to delete the userpics I decide to not use. Someday, I will use a paid account - just not right now at this moment.
As for the oneshot I've been planning on doing, well shit - I might end up posting it on Friday or Saturday, not on the actual day. But hey, it's still a birthday gift! ^^
P.S.: LJ cut is being a bitch to me right now.