~Love for Chaston Reynolds~
It's been awhile. And I hate to put something like this up.
My old friends Chaston Reynoldas pasted away last week on Tuesday. He had sickle cell anemia since he was born and struggled through it without complains of pain. He was one of the most funniest guys I've ever met.
So I went to his funeral yesterday and saw my old gamer friends. And my ex. He didn't look too happy to see me but then again Chaston was his cousin.So I'm hoping he'll be ok, itll just take time. Just like for the rest of us.
It's really hard to to express my emotions yesterday so I ended up taking the day off. Chilling with friends and eating. Can't help but to still feel heavy hearted and something else that really bothered me. Does it take someone to past away for someone to forgive you over the years? I'm not sure about it but Ed was mad at me for years for something I actually never did and he never talked to me about it until yesterday. Almost 10 years later to find out the truth... so sad. I hope I can make peace with anyone that I've pissed off whether I did do it or not before I died.
But I'm doing much better today tho my eyes are swollen still. At least I'll be more distracted when I go to Japan next week to see Midori and my friend Mayu. So advice if you haven't made peace with people you care/cared about, you should because you never know when it's your time or theirs. ne?
My old friends Chaston Reynoldas pasted away last week on Tuesday. He had sickle cell anemia since he was born and struggled through it without complains of pain. He was one of the most funniest guys I've ever met.
So I went to his funeral yesterday and saw my old gamer friends. And my ex. He didn't look too happy to see me but then again Chaston was his cousin.So I'm hoping he'll be ok, itll just take time. Just like for the rest of us.
It's really hard to to express my emotions yesterday so I ended up taking the day off. Chilling with friends and eating. Can't help but to still feel heavy hearted and something else that really bothered me. Does it take someone to past away for someone to forgive you over the years? I'm not sure about it but Ed was mad at me for years for something I actually never did and he never talked to me about it until yesterday. Almost 10 years later to find out the truth... so sad. I hope I can make peace with anyone that I've pissed off whether I did do it or not before I died.
But I'm doing much better today tho my eyes are swollen still. At least I'll be more distracted when I go to Japan next week to see Midori and my friend Mayu. So advice if you haven't made peace with people you care/cared about, you should because you never know when it's your time or theirs. ne?