I'm so stupid! Could have died....
This is a bad week. I found out what was wrong with me on Tuesday. I ended up getting Salmonella poisoning. I was so scared. I didn’t know the symptoms of getting it and I thought I was going to die or never wake up. Felt like any minute I could clasp. It was like I was drunk but worse. My equilibrium was so off so I couldn’t walk straight, I was leaning against walls. I felt bad cuz I left Tino’s place cuz I didn’t want them to worry. I did't want to burden anyone, I'm so sorry I should have stayed. So when I got home it got worse. I’m so stupid. So these past fews days I’ve been taking it easy as much as possible and watching what I eat. I’m paranoid now and I feel like I can’t eat anything. And just when my appetite increased to like 4x a day eating a meal.
So got alittle extra stress added. There was talks about putting mamama in a home. Dwayne can’t take it anymore. She’s getting worse. I ended crying off n on at work Wednesday. I don't know what to do. I wish I didn't get this job so I can take care of her. So yeah this weeks been crappy. I won't go into more details.
I can only hold my chin up and smile. Good thing is I’m looking forward to seeing Keshiki’s last live. And seeing some friends. Hope my body heals before then, more like my head, still alittle light headed and off balance. anyways Hope my friends are doing well. Even the ones that don’t like me. And the ones that do. That sounds strange. Good seeing my big bro Will, James n Stacey.
So got alittle extra stress added. There was talks about putting mamama in a home. Dwayne can’t take it anymore. She’s getting worse. I ended crying off n on at work Wednesday. I don't know what to do. I wish I didn't get this job so I can take care of her. So yeah this weeks been crappy. I won't go into more details.
I can only hold my chin up and smile. Good thing is I’m looking forward to seeing Keshiki’s last live. And seeing some friends. Hope my body heals before then, more like my head, still alittle light headed and off balance. anyways Hope my friends are doing well. Even the ones that don’t like me. And the ones that do. That sounds strange. Good seeing my big bro Will, James n Stacey.