Deep, Dark thoughts
As I stare at my pt for 8hrs(another victim to death's calling) I always wonder what can drive a person to want to end their life. Is life that hard or you can't really handle it? Not sure but every person is different which is making it harder for me to work at the hospital. It get harder n harder to convince these people that life is worth fighting for, when so much is happening in the world is tragic. Not sure how much longer I can handle this. It hurts.....
On a good note we finally heard from my aunt in Hawaii. She's ok and some friends are taking care of her. So Chris and my aunt are ok. Felt a bit of stress fall off my shoulder.
BTW it's freakin cold today. Damnit I need more fat!
On a good note we finally heard from my aunt in Hawaii. She's ok and some friends are taking care of her. So Chris and my aunt are ok. Felt a bit of stress fall off my shoulder.
BTW it's freakin cold today. Damnit I need more fat!