Aug 30, 2005 10:03
so i am at college. the campus is huge, i dont know anyone, and i am the only one who doesnt know whats going on. i smile and say hi to everyone, but even if we get talking i never see them again. i dont know how we are supposed to make friends with 700 freshmen all at once. at the moment my only friend is elena but she lives halfway across campus and doest have a phone. last night at dinner i was so nervous that i broke my plastic fork and it flung all my food into my face. i was picking cornbread out of my boobs for hours. elena thought it was funny but i think everyone else just wished that they werent sitting with me.
i am hungry now but i dont know how to get food yet. and i dont really know what i am doing. i would print the schedule but i dont know how to hook up my printer. i spent all of yesterday with my ra trying to get online.
i was told to lock the window when i sleep.
last night after my hall meeting i tried to go out and look for fun but i was all by myself and the only thing i found was the worlds lamest frat party. there were like twelve people drinking beer and listening to the dixie chicks. so i left.
i always go into the bathroom at the same time as this asian guy. its weird because there is one potty stall, one shower stall, and two sinks. i dont know how i feel about pooping with boys. but sooner or later i suppose it has to be done.
i had a nightmere that norma was searching my room and trying to get me expelled. i have a piece of cooking equipment that im not supposed to have.
i wish i had more to say. if im not updating my lj i will have to go somewhere and talk to people. i wish i was at home. i wish we were all still at home. i miss the rockland crew like WOAH.
i live way off of the main part of campus. on the third floor. in the butts. i dont know how to check my mailbox.
i hate girls from texas.