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...So?
Leaving Saturday again for a week. Can't wait. Cottage here I come.
Had a pretty good night tonight, had some up and downs, but it ended good
I've been having a pretty hard couple of weeks because this feels exactly like last summer, and last summer I would have gotten in my accident this Friday. While I was laying in bed a couple of times in Cali, I would just start crying becuase I would remember exactly what last year felt like, and I got scared to come home because it feels like everything is going exactly like last summer so far, so its going to continue to be the same.
The past year (pretty mcuh my whole senior yeear) and last summer were hell in a handbasket. I never EVER want to go through something so mentally, physically, and emotionally painful ever again. I'm scared.
I guess I've just been really scared of a lot of things lately. Scared of love, friendships, and scared for alot of things. It's a terrible feeling and I just want it to go away becuase lately I've been feeling like I just want to hide.
Leaving Saturday again for a week. Can't wait. Cottage here I come.
Had a pretty good night tonight, had some up and downs, but it ended good
I've been having a pretty hard couple of weeks because this feels exactly like last summer, and last summer I would have gotten in my accident this Friday. While I was laying in bed a couple of times in Cali, I would just start crying becuase I would remember exactly what last year felt like, and I got scared to come home because it feels like everything is going exactly like last summer so far, so its going to continue to be the same.
The past year (pretty mcuh my whole senior yeear) and last summer were hell in a handbasket. I never EVER want to go through something so mentally, physically, and emotionally painful ever again. I'm scared.
I guess I've just been really scared of a lot of things lately. Scared of love, friendships, and scared for alot of things. It's a terrible feeling and I just want it to go away becuase lately I've been feeling like I just want to hide.