Aug 15, 2004 00:14
Oh ya, I forgot to tell you I'm pmsing. Bad.
And that my doctor says I have dust allergies. Bad. And should be on antihistemines. Forever. Forever = November.
These pills work wonders for my sinuses.
And wreak havok on my sleep habits.
It made me have a dream where John drove me and him to Tom Thumb and we went in to look around and I ran into Carly and she talked me into buying some turquoise high-top converse shoes. And I went and tugged my mom's sleeves and told her to buy them for me. As well as a hot, steamy bowl of SpongeBob macaroni and cheese for John and me each. She did so, and as soon as I stepped away from the register balancing my bowl of macs on my shoe box I realized I just wasted 30 of my mom's dollars because I remembered I DON'T WEAR CONVERSE. But me and John went back out to his car eating our macs and I found a My Little Pony in his glove box that he secretly bought and was embarrassed that I found it. So me and him went and got hot chocolates from Starbucks and drove off to other adventures.
And the other day I suddenly felt retarded so I plopped onto my mom's white, made bed and feet hanging off and arms spread out. And I guess I fell asleep. Because I dreamt someone plopped down next to me and I told them everything that happened on Valentine's day. Everything good, everything bad. I told them the whole story.. And then when I was done I got up and since I was wearing jeans and hadn't seen a window yet, I thought it was february. I thought it was valentine's day.
And I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw out the patio that it was mid-august summer. It was such a strange jolt.
I had soo expected to see the snow.
I take four pills a day now. I'm probably not even me anymore. Just what the meds make me.