Unghhh.
Rough night. *headdesk*
Came home around 5 am after spending the night at Tasha's, one last time before she left for 10 months. We left around 4:40-ish from her house (she had to leave to catch her plane(s) to California). I'm kinda glad she didn't walk me to the door after all; I started crying buckets after she disappeared out of sight. Went straight to bed and pretty much cried myself to sleep. I'm better now, but didn't sleep a whole lot, so I'm pretty tired. I'll be off to work at 3:30 and I have the day off tomorrow, but not much to do and no one to spend it with. I suppose I'll be working on art (finishing up a sign for my booth in '08), and perhaps seeing if I can finally start studying my Drivers' Manual for a change. Still, I'm really happy Tasha's going to Americorps and doing something she really feels driven to do. She's so much better at living independently than I am. I just hope she doesn't let anxiety or nervousness get the better of her.
Suddenly, it feels like there's not much to do around here. =/
This 10 months is gonna be harder than I thought..
Came home around 5 am after spending the night at Tasha's, one last time before she left for 10 months. We left around 4:40-ish from her house (she had to leave to catch her plane(s) to California). I'm kinda glad she didn't walk me to the door after all; I started crying buckets after she disappeared out of sight. Went straight to bed and pretty much cried myself to sleep. I'm better now, but didn't sleep a whole lot, so I'm pretty tired. I'll be off to work at 3:30 and I have the day off tomorrow, but not much to do and no one to spend it with. I suppose I'll be working on art (finishing up a sign for my booth in '08), and perhaps seeing if I can finally start studying my Drivers' Manual for a change. Still, I'm really happy Tasha's going to Americorps and doing something she really feels driven to do. She's so much better at living independently than I am. I just hope she doesn't let anxiety or nervousness get the better of her.
Suddenly, it feels like there's not much to do around here. =/
This 10 months is gonna be harder than I thought..