What to do....
So many things are going wrong right now... The list only starts with roommate trouble. Long story short, I pissed her off (It could be one of many reasons none of which are gonna be listed here right at the moment) she posted a comment about me in reply to a comment on her blog and now she is ignoring me completely.
To top it off, I over used my heat last month...now I got a big bill to cover. I can do it. But it's gonna be a little late. Oh well (heat hasn't been on since I got the bill btw...so I'm cold).
So with all the stress from roommate issues...I was thinking it couldn't get worse... Slowly things are gettng worse... I won't get to see my BF for 2 weeks which isn't that bad I know...but it seems like another block on the pyramid that is my stress level. At least we text and talk alot. ^^ Anyway, tonight I checked my cousins' status messages which both read "Worried about my mammaw". Our Mammaw is my dad's mom. She is 75 years old and when I saw her on Thanksgiving, she looked pretty bad. I got one pic of her and looked back on the way home and felt this feeling that she wasn't the same. She didn't have the same spunk as she used to...she ACTUALLY slept in her own bed. For those who don't know...since I was a little girl, she always, ALWAYS slept in her recliner at night when we visited.
She wasn't up and about when I was waking up on Thanksgiving day. I woke up about 12 in the afternoon like usual. I just...can't wake up any earlier than that over at their house. It's weird... anyway... She woke up after me, which struck me as odd.
I have this sickening feeling in my gut that something is going to happen... I don't know what... but I feel like I have to call my mammaw tomorrow night.
*sigh*
I just hope I'm not right with this gut feeling. X_X
Anyway, I'm going to bed...maybe I can get some sleep...so much stress that I am not sleeping good anyway... >
To top it off, I over used my heat last month...now I got a big bill to cover. I can do it. But it's gonna be a little late. Oh well (heat hasn't been on since I got the bill btw...so I'm cold).
So with all the stress from roommate issues...I was thinking it couldn't get worse... Slowly things are gettng worse... I won't get to see my BF for 2 weeks which isn't that bad I know...but it seems like another block on the pyramid that is my stress level. At least we text and talk alot. ^^ Anyway, tonight I checked my cousins' status messages which both read "Worried about my mammaw". Our Mammaw is my dad's mom. She is 75 years old and when I saw her on Thanksgiving, she looked pretty bad. I got one pic of her and looked back on the way home and felt this feeling that she wasn't the same. She didn't have the same spunk as she used to...she ACTUALLY slept in her own bed. For those who don't know...since I was a little girl, she always, ALWAYS slept in her recliner at night when we visited.
She wasn't up and about when I was waking up on Thanksgiving day. I woke up about 12 in the afternoon like usual. I just...can't wake up any earlier than that over at their house. It's weird... anyway... She woke up after me, which struck me as odd.
I have this sickening feeling in my gut that something is going to happen... I don't know what... but I feel like I have to call my mammaw tomorrow night.
*sigh*
I just hope I'm not right with this gut feeling. X_X
Anyway, I'm going to bed...maybe I can get some sleep...so much stress that I am not sleeping good anyway... >