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Now I know how Kojima felt to be stabbed in the back...I'm sorry Koji...
Erika, seriously, what the fuck? if you had problems with me, then say it to me, don't post it on samurai_ashi's LJ for me to read and feel like utter and total shit. The only shit I have ever talked about you is calling you a bitch when you make me feel dumb and like shit. But no, I didn't tell Bark that you took the FF game, he ALREADY KNEW, it doesn't take fucking Sherlock Holmes to figure out, and yes, I did tell you to take the game, I won't deny it, would you like me to tell Bark? I'm fucking spoiled??!! I'M SPOILED??!! I have to work off every penny I borrow from my parents, which btw, I DON'T BORROW MONEY FROM THEM BECAUSE tHEY DON'T HAVE ANY! MY MOM IS GETTING RADIATION FOR CANCER, MY DAD IS SENDING TWO OF MY BROTHERS THROUGH COLLEGE AND SUPPORTING FIVE OTHER KIDS AT HOME. I'll give you the fact that yes, Russell does spoil me, but if you weren't busy being such an UTTER AND TOTAL BITCH, then you would notice that I hate taking money from him. You say that I'm spoiled when you have a job and yet still your parents give you money. You say that I'm spoiled and that I'm a bitch, but who is the one who asks their mom for every little thing that she doesn't wanna do? you. Who is the one who had their mom buy their bras for her? you. I have to pay for my own fucking bras and clothes and underwear, and sometimes I even have to pay for my own food. Yeah, that's real spoiled. You don't think that I ever tried to hook you up with anyone? I hooked you up with my best friend! You broke up with him over LJ, he didn't hate you, you were a bitch to him and he still didn't hate you, and now you think that he is a stalker. I tried hooking you up with other people, but everytime i did, you broke their heart and ended up hating them and talking the biggest shit on them. Yes, I did try and hook up Alicia and Bonsai, but I did it because I thought he liked her, AND I didn't want his heart broken too. You think that I see myself as perfection? That right there is total bullshit. You don't know how many times I look at myself and ask why people like me. You don't know how depressed I am looking at my life. You don't know that in school sometimes I just want to break down and cry because I hate it. You don't know how many times I wanted to call you and ask "what happened to us?" But I didn't, I don't call you anymore. You don't know that sometimes I wonder if everyone would be happier with me gone. Well you know what? you got your fucking wish. I'm gone, out of your life, I'll give your shit back to someone who cares and you do the same. Don't talk shit about my friends, don't talk to me ever again, don't call me ever again, don't show your face to me ever again, because I'm through with our "friendship".