The present, and the future
Today was a beautiful day. I woke up not too late but not too early, showered, got ready, talked to a few old friends...did the myspace thing, then Jeremy picked me up with his crazy cousin Erin (aka: Porkchop lol) then we went to the mall to pick up a pair of FREE sunglasses for modeling yesterday. I got a pair of Raybans that were originally $120...and I paid the price of....FREE haha I luv em'. Then we went picked up a pack of cigs for me cuz I have an unhealthy habit, dropped off his cousin, went to visit Brandy at work...then went to visit Dru...I miss him and his craziness...we caught up on old times, looks like we all got screwed over in the relationship department lately and then I came home.
I'm so completely relaxed and just happy to have hungout with my best friend all day and really all weekend. Life is good...and then I'm going to clean my room, go to walmart to pick up some necessities *sp* and then coming hoem studying for the written exam finals, and doing homework. A typical yet relaxing Sunday...
I'm not gonna lie Joe is still on my mind...and I do check teh caller I.D. everytime I come home to see if he has called...hopefully I will stop doing that soon, but no promises...I'm hoping he'll start to miss me, or realize that he will be bored with other girls. Not saying I'm so fucking fantastically awesome that there is no other like me...but I dunno u just have to know his personality and mine to see how we fit so well together...but enough about that
my 18th birthday is coming up...and now I don't want it to...I have to confront my dad about my mother's will...I have to figure out what money i'm getting for graduation and college and all that....I ahve a feeling there is going to be a surprise of some kind of land I will now own or a nice amount of money...as they say "It's all about the money..." It sux but it's true...or who knows...I might have been left completely penniless...but I would find that hard to believe because I just know how my mother was...she was all about my future, and I HAD to have the best so I'm hoping I get a few grand, I can move out and go from there. I want to fast forward to July to see what's going to happen...there are going to be lots of fights in my house soon I can feel it but w/e...I'll deal with it when the time comes
I hope everyone had a good weekend, and if you didn't, trust me I know how you feel because I have most likely been in your shoes, Or haev had a close friend of mine been in your shoes...but hey if we're still alive we must be doing something right...right???
Good Day
~*M*~
I'm so completely relaxed and just happy to have hungout with my best friend all day and really all weekend. Life is good...and then I'm going to clean my room, go to walmart to pick up some necessities *sp* and then coming hoem studying for the written exam finals, and doing homework. A typical yet relaxing Sunday...
I'm not gonna lie Joe is still on my mind...and I do check teh caller I.D. everytime I come home to see if he has called...hopefully I will stop doing that soon, but no promises...I'm hoping he'll start to miss me, or realize that he will be bored with other girls. Not saying I'm so fucking fantastically awesome that there is no other like me...but I dunno u just have to know his personality and mine to see how we fit so well together...but enough about that
my 18th birthday is coming up...and now I don't want it to...I have to confront my dad about my mother's will...I have to figure out what money i'm getting for graduation and college and all that....I ahve a feeling there is going to be a surprise of some kind of land I will now own or a nice amount of money...as they say "It's all about the money..." It sux but it's true...or who knows...I might have been left completely penniless...but I would find that hard to believe because I just know how my mother was...she was all about my future, and I HAD to have the best so I'm hoping I get a few grand, I can move out and go from there. I want to fast forward to July to see what's going to happen...there are going to be lots of fights in my house soon I can feel it but w/e...I'll deal with it when the time comes
I hope everyone had a good weekend, and if you didn't, trust me I know how you feel because I have most likely been in your shoes, Or haev had a close friend of mine been in your shoes...but hey if we're still alive we must be doing something right...right???
Good Day
~*M*~