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don't you hate it when you have something really important to talk to someone about and u talk about it but not in the depth that you want and then the person doesn't even react anywhere near as how u thought they would, it was actually a rather good outcome, but things still didn't feel right??? well that's how my conversation with Joe went...
All I have to say is I'm not picking up the phone the entire weekend starting 16 minutes ago Friday through Sunday at midnight. I'm way too dependent on people and socialization and it's just not healthy...I'm not gonna lie I will probably be depressed all weekend because I totally loathe being alone and my parents never care to ask what's wrong or if something bothers me...so here we go....maybe some good will come out of this...or maybe I'm just fucking kidding myself and I'm a hopeless cause and it's just all pointless...everything just pointless
All I have to say is I'm not picking up the phone the entire weekend starting 16 minutes ago Friday through Sunday at midnight. I'm way too dependent on people and socialization and it's just not healthy...I'm not gonna lie I will probably be depressed all weekend because I totally loathe being alone and my parents never care to ask what's wrong or if something bothers me...so here we go....maybe some good will come out of this...or maybe I'm just fucking kidding myself and I'm a hopeless cause and it's just all pointless...everything just pointless