should I call my biological father???
so I just finished wasting another day feeling sorry for myself and eating...the usual. And lately i've been taking pictures with my shitty digital camera and i just took a picture of this art project I recently just finished that I absolutely adore...but then sitting on my computer desk is this little buisness card that has my real father's home and cell number. I'm simply frozen and I don't know what to do...before whenever I wanted to see him or make him a part of my life I had my mother to do it, but now it's just up to me. I can't handle another case of rejection...I'm already rejected from the ppl I live with, my "friends" have rejected me and they didn't even have to say anything. Only ONE person has asked to come to my graduation and I haven't even really known him that long, and no we don't talk that often, but he asked...and my so called bets friends in the world don't care....so what do I do??? Do I try and contact my biological father over the weekend? Why do I even want to??? I'm just going to look for love in the wrong place again and be even MORE upset when my one and only real family on the whole planet doesn't want me.
help...
help...