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it's not fair that I like you, or that I even met you. It's not fair that I put more faith in you than I should have, it's not fair that everyday I check the caller I.D. to see if you've called, it's not fair that I care so much what you think about me, it's not fair that whenever you call I smile...and it's not fair that all I ever wanted was the best for you...even if it was just friends...I enjoyed the late night talks, the drunk nights home...but no...life can't even give me that...I can't have anything that I want...it all has to be difficult. How is it that I can set people up and they're completely happy, and now I'm left all alone once again...I just feel helpless...alone, betrayed...I don't want to talk to anyone else. I don't care how "nice" they are...that's how everyone is...they're all fucking "nice" and they all leave me the same...I guess it's true...I'm not good for anything else except sex and to look at. Good fucking night