Jul 19, 2006 22:05
not happy
still not happy damnit
i don't really like my job...not to mention i'm losnig hours
i still don't fucking drive
i'm still single
i'm not progressing n e more
and god only knows if i'm gonig to ever fucking move out
i love the friends that i have now but at the sametime i can't stand them....either they're a billion times prettier than me...or i've fallen for one of the many men in my life...i kno this is somewhat shallow...and stupid, and pointles...but that doesn't change the fact it's how i feel i fucking hate myself
i'm never happy...not ever...with anything or anyone
what the fuck am i going to do???
paycheck=friday=get fucked up...the end