Jun 04, 2006 09:50
this just in...i'm a failure at life
my family hates me
i have no where to turn to
boys still suck....will i ever learn???
i hate being here
is today over yet???
Edit:
i've been having horrible dreams lately...dreams of me and another person getting shot...dreams of me being raped...not only raped but raped by my father....all i want to do now is sleep because I hateh ow my life is right now...but i also dread sleeping because of these horrible dreams...and again this mroning i had a dream a good friend of mine was used as target practice as knives were thrown at him till he died...this isn't normal...what's wrong with me???
help plz???