I'm content...what???

May 16, 2006 23:38

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clueless1 May 17 2006, 14:10:44 UTC
you are asking for the other kids to hate you.....it's one thing to recieve trouble and handle it...but another thing to look for trouble and wallow in it. Just my two cents. congrats on your new "thing"...hope it works for you

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chocolatexeyes May 17 2006, 22:44:04 UTC
they can hate me or they can love me...i don't care which it is...besides this is who I really am...for 4 years I've been keeping it a secret and the past two years...really past 2 months i've grown quite comfortable with who i am...and if they don't like it i don't care...i won't ahve to see them ever again and if they're "friends" of mine that have a problem with it...well they're not my friends if they have a problem with it to the point they will hate me...but i'm not worried about ppl hating me...collins hill has grown pretty tolerant of the whole gay thing...not so much the club...but as far as ppl are individually and what they do...it's not so much of a shocker n e more...and if it is oh well...this is the world we live in...we ALL live in it...and we all have to put up with eachother regardles of our sexuality, bad habits, traits, and everything else that goes along with human nature. but thanx for the advice...someoen had to say it

~*M*~

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clueless1 May 18 2006, 03:25:57 UTC
this is who you really are NOW...don't say it is who you will be in 1 to 5 years, alright? I just had an ex girlfriend who was gay for 2 years (like full on gay) and then I just found out she got married to a guy today. So this isn't permaneant you know...unless you choose the life of persecution...because that is what gay people ask for when they commit to long term relationships

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chocolatexeyes May 18 2006, 10:28:00 UTC
i will always be bisexual...it's not somethng that's going to up and disappear...i don't kno if i'll end up with a guy or a girl...but it doesn't matter. no matter waht i choose i will live a life of "persecution" even if i date guys..if i date anyone other than black people have something to say abouti t...I've never dated anyone that other ppl didn't think was "wrong" or had a problem with it. I can deal with other ppl's b/s...it's my friends who will comfort me and be there for me...and if they don't hten oh well. It's not just this relationship that will be persecuted...we all go through persecution in our lives at some point in time or another..but if it's something you really want...it doesn't matter who persecutes u...u will find a way

~*M*~

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clueless1 May 18 2006, 18:00:20 UTC
well, just letting you know. I am your friend and I stand behind you 100% and will defend you when people say shit about you and this girl but that doesn't mean I agree with it, ok? I defend you cuz I love YOU. I just have never been able to accept gay stuff. Never will but that is because I don't believe in it. However, I don't have to believe in it to believe in you.

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chocolatexeyes May 19 2006, 03:32:41 UTC
u don't have to support it or like it...that's not what i ask of my friends....only that u don't harrass me for it...i can respect ppl and their beliefs (hell everyone respsects mine lol) but yea i understand u but i think it will be fine...i'm sure i'll have a follow up post about it lol :P good night

~*M*~

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