Mar 10, 2005 05:45
Its been a difficult couple of months for me and I know I've taken it out on my friends and loved ones and I am eternally sorry for that. Ive been treating the people that care about me with the monumental lack of patience and general apathy that has become my shield from the everyday hate of military life...but I just got some of the best news of my navy career!
Almost six months ago i decided that i was going to pursue the idea of switching jobs to musician and just recently I've renewed my request and much to my surprise it was approved!!! So that means all i need to do is pass my audition and then I'll get to play saxophone in the navy as my job for as long as i want!!! Its going to be a long road ahead but I know this time it'll be worth it...I hope. I've let myself down so many times and I just have to succeed this time. This has been a dream ever since I had realistic dreams for a career (yes thats right the very first real career ambition). Practice will make it happen, sacrifice and practice. I'll probably set my audition for a couple of months from now, so that gives me around eight weeks to practice....
I can do it and I will make it.